not me!

blagghh it happened again! so stupid me...so damn hard to be innocent :)tried my best to ignore but at some point i just cant help myself of being who i am.thought i was right, thought i was clever enough. thought i was good enough. but i was wrong.well, i couldnt avoid things that was supposed to happen. who am i dare to question such thing?just keep the (little) faith that i've always have.and leave the rest not to me. to somebody, something, someone else. but not to me.